Sapphic Voices Erotica

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This Story is rated 'Adults Only' for its sexual content.

I don’t know, maybe it was fate. The minute I saw Victoria I had this feeling that somehow we were destined to be together. It didn’t start out well though. As a matter of fact she didn’t like me at all. But I know I’m rambling on... so let me start from the beginning.

My name is Shannon, I’m 35 years old, single, occupation physician’s assistant, my hair is dark brown, eyes are green, and I have an athletic build. I like to run and am frequently seen jogging in my neighborhood with my dog Sam. Sam is a Lab/Shepherd mix; he’s a big dog and protective of me. I find that reassuring, because a woman jogger draws unwelcome attention at times. I bought my house in this neighborhood, Twin Oaks, four months ago. Work keeps me so busy that I have very little spare time. But I manage to run almost every day because it relieves my stress. And Sam loves to run too.

It was Meet The Neighbor Night at the park. Everyone was bringing food and drinks for a community potluck. Normally I wouldn’t go to one of these things. But since I was new to the area, I thought I should at least meet some of my neighbors. I put my blanket down on the grass away from most of the crowd. Sitting next to me were two men and a very attractive woman. The men smiled and introduced themselves. Richard was an accountant, and Ian was a computer consultant. The woman leaned over and whispered something to Ian, and then she got up and left. She was tall, blond and had perfect breasts. Okay so I notice things like that!

Richard said. "You’ll have to excuse my sister, she doesn’t like to do the social scene."

I nodded my head and watched her walk to her car. "What’s your sister’s name?"

"Her name is Victoria. She’s an interior designer with an outstanding sense of style. We live together, Victoria, Ian, and I. For the most part we get along very well."

Ian laughed. "I should warn you, that Victoria can be kind of cold until she gets to know you. But she really is a sweetheart."

We talked for a while, and then called it a night. I found out they lived in the foothills section of our neighborhood. Which meant that the price of their house was at least double what I had paid for mine. I was attracted to Victoria and I didn’t know why. She had not shown any interest in me at all.

The next morning was cool and foggy. Fall was coming; you could feel it in the air. I went for a jog with Sam and as we rounded the corner, I noticed a red sports car with a flat tire. Victoria was on her cell phone and I could hear her yelling. Then she slammed her car door shut and started walking up the hill towards her house.

I called out to her. "Hey, Victoria... do you need some help?"

She turned and gave me a piercing stare. "Do I know you?"

Obviously I hadn’t made much of an impression on her. "We met last night at the park. My name is Shannon."

"Well Shannon I don’t remember meeting you, now if you will excuse me I have to get Ian to change my tire."

I felt my face get red. "Hey if you don’t want my help just say so. There is no reason to be so rude!"

Victoria just walked away. At first I thought her attitude might be because I’m a lesbian. But then how would she know that? And besides unless I was very much mistaken her brother Richard and Ian were a couple. So gay people couldn’t bother her that much. No, she was just a stuck up bitch and I wondered why I was so attracted to her. Yes, she was gorgeous but that wasn’t the only thing I noticed. Victoria gave me a sensation that I hadn’t felt in such a long time. I found it difficult to turn away from her.

Time went by quickly and Christmas was almost here. I don’t have any brothers or sisters, my parents died in a plane crash five years ago, so the holidays don’t mean a lot to me. Sometimes I visit my Aunt Mary in Texas, but usually I go skiing in Aspen. I love the snow and skiing. But this year was different, because I was in my new home and I just felt like staying put. So I bought a blue spruce Christmas tree and decorated my house with lots of lights. Sam and I would enjoy our Christmas together.

My doorbell rang. I opened the door and my neighbors were singing Christmas carols. Richard and Ian were among the group and they truly had beautiful voices. I had tears in my eyes because I didn’t think anyone bothered about the spirit of Christmas anymore. It was nice to be among caring neighbors. Then they insisted that I join them.

I protested loudly. "Oh no. I can’t sing a bit!"

Richard and Ian wouldn’t take no for an answer, so I grabbed my coat and joined them. But I sang very softly. We went from house to house and really it was so much fun. Slowly the group broke up and went home. Richard and Ian invited me over for hot chocolate. They gave me a tour of their house; it was huge and of course exquisitely decorated. Every room was just breathtaking. Victoria was an excellent interior designer. We sat in the living room on a large, comfortable couch; Richard lit a fire in the stone fireplace and put on some Christmas music. It was very nice and relaxing. Until Victoria got home. She opened the door; saw me and suddenly the air was charged with tension.

"What’s going on here?" She asked.

"Relax Victoria, we just got back from caroling and are enjoying some hot chocolate. Do you want some?"

Her voice was icy cold. "God no! I’m going to my room."

Richard followed her and we could hear them arguing. I had to get out of there. I no longer felt welcome. Ian tried to persuade me to stay but I just couldn’t.

He helped me with my coat and then held my hand. "Look I apologize for Victoria’s atrocious behavior. But you have to understand she doesn’t mean to be rude. Not really. If you give her a chance she can be nice."

"Ian, you know her a lot better than I do. But I honestly think she hates me."

"Yeah she can be hard to take, but she really needs a good friend right now. I think you could help her. I have a feeling both of you are lonely."

I smiled at him. "I think she has a good friend in you Ian. Thanks for the hot chocolate."

That night I tossed and turned in bed. I simply couldn’t sleep. Why was Victoria such a bitch to me? Okay, she had been hurt in the past. But why take it out on me? I also knew Ian was right; Victoria was lonely and scared. She did need a friend and I was determined to try and get through to her.

New Year’s Eve came and I was on duty in the ER. We had more than our usual share of drunks, drug overdoses and car accidents. It was a very busy night. I had been on my feet for 10 hours with just a 15-minute break to eat my sandwich and then it was back to work. I got a call that SW ambulance was bringing in two females involved in a motor vehicle accident. One of the females was Victoria and her friend was the driver of the car. They were both drunk and it was amazing that neither one of them was injured too badly, just a few bumps and bruises.

I examined Victoria but she was fine and there was no reason she couldn’t go home. Robert and Ian came to the ER and promised to keep a close eye on her. I gave Victoria a stern lecture about drinking and driving. She basically told me to go fuck myself. Well I blew up at that!

"You are a spoiled, selfish, screwed up bitch! You both could have killed yourselves or someone else tonight. Doesn’t that bother you at all?"

Before she could answer me I walked out. Richard and Ian could take her home, I was done with her. They probably heard every word I said to Victoria but I didn’t care. The next shift came in and I finally had a chance to review Victoria’s past medical history. Nothing major recently, she had been in to see a doctor for the flu and an earache. Then I saw it! Last year she had been the victim of a brutal rape. Christ, no wonder she was so bitter. Suddenly her attitude made sense to me. She was afraid of being close to people, that’s why she drove them away. I resolved to have another talk with her, and maybe change her mind about me. At least I could let her know I cared.

Walking out of the hospital I was hit by a blast of cold air. It definitely woke me up. I love winter until New Year’s. After that it just drags on and on. Slush is not pretty and shoveling snow gets old fast. I had to wait until the hospital plows cleared the employee parking lot before I could drive home. As much as I wanted to talk to Victoria, I had to get some sleep first

I woke up about 5pm, took Sam for a walk and let him play in the snow for a while. Then I ate dinner and headed out to see Victoria. Richard answered the doorbell; he and Ian were surprised to see me.

"Hi Richard, I just had to stop by and see how Victoria is doing. I hope it isn’t too late for you?"

Relief spread across his face. "Oh no, you are welcome anytime. Victoria is in her room, watching TV. I’ll go get her."

I stopped him. "Hey Richard if you don’t mind, I would like to speak to Victoria alone. I want to apologize for losing my temper, it wasn’t very professional."

"No, that’s all right. She needed it. And you know Victoria does respect you a lot!"

I didn’t believe him but now wasn’t the time to go into that. I walked down the hall and knocked softly on Victoria’s bedroom door. I could hear the TV playing but there was no answer. So I opened the door and peeked in. She was lying in bed, dressed in a red silk nightshirt. Victoria looked at me curiously and then nodded when I asked her if it was okay if I came in.

I was nervous as hell, but I needed to get through to her that I wasn’t the enemy. "Look Victoria we have gotten off to a bad start and I’m sorry about that. Maybe I was too pushy and maybe you just don’t like me. But I need to apologize for yelling at you and I honestly want to be your friend!"

She looked at me suspiciously. "Is that all? I mean why did you really come over here?"

"What I want is for you to let your guard down and trust me."

"I’m sorry Shannon I know you are trying to help me; but you are wasting your time. Just leave me alone...please?"

Okay I had tried and failed; she clearly didn’t want my friendship. I started to walk out of the door and then I heard her crying. I turned and Victoria’s whole body was shaking as she cried into her pillow. Walking over to her bed I touched her shoulder, she rolled over and looked at me with tear filled eyes. My heart was beating rapidly, she was just so beautiful. Then she reached out and hugged me. The feeling of her warm body pressed against mine was incredible. She gasped. "I’m sorry, I just can’t seem to stop crying."

I whispered into her ear. "It’s okay. You have been hiding your feelings for so long, its time to let them all come out."

"Shannon, I pushed you away because I was afraid."

Suddenly I was filled with hope. "Are you saying that you really do like me?"

Victoria nodded her head. "Yes. Can you stay with me tonight? I don’t want to be alone."

Of course I wanted to stay but I also felt that things were moving too fast for both of us. We needed time to think about our feelings for each other. "Hey you are going to be all right. And I really think a good nights sleep is what you need. I’ll come by early tomorrow to see you."

She looked at me with her beautiful blue eyes. It was so hard to refuse her, but I couldn’t leave Sam home alone. He needed me too. I tucked her into bed, and kissed her on the forehead.

Victoria grabbed my hand and pulled me down to her. She kissed me and slid her warm, soft tongue into my mouth. I gave in and kissed her deeply. I brushed her soft, golden hair out of her eyes and said goodnight. It was very tough for me to leave her.

Victoria asked me. "You will come by in the morning? You won’t forget?"

I smiled and kissed her one more time on the lips. "How in the world could I forget you?"

When I walked back to the living room, Ian and Richard hugged me. Ian said. "See I told you that you could make a difference."

Richard said. "I have to apologize for us listening at the door. But I was worried Victoria would throw another temper tantrum."

I laughed. "You know I think you guys are wonderful too."

As I walked home in the darkness a kind of peace came over me. It was starting to snow again. The big, white flakes floated softly to the ground. It never ceases to amaze me how quiet it gets after a big snowfall. I let Sam out and he played in the fresh snow. The air was bitter cold and just about froze my lungs and throat as I breathed it in. So when I went back inside I brewed myself a hot cup of tea.

The next morning was freezing, nevertheless Sam and I walked to Victoria’s house. It was too icy to run outside and we both needed some exercise. Richard let me in and I asked him to make some coffee as I brought out the blueberry muffins that I had baked. We had a great breakfast; it was like a family atmosphere. And after being alone for so long, it truly felt wonderful.

Later... Victoria and I drifted to her bedroom. Sam scratched at the door and I let him in.

"I hope you don’t mind, but Sam is used to going everywhere with me. Except when I’m working. I really hate leaving him alone so much."

Victoria smiled at me. "I don’t mind at all. I am fond of Sam too. But does he get jealous when you are making love to someone?"

I blushed profusely. "No, and my sex life has been pretty boring lately."

She kissed me and her tongue darted into my mouth. I closed my eyes and enjoyed the moment. Victoria certainly knew how to kiss; I completely melted at her touch. I reached down and unbuttoned her blouse. She was wearing a sexy black lace bra, and I cupped her breast with my hand. I took her bra off. Flicking her nipples with my tongue, then sucking and nuzzling her soft, generous breasts. We lay side-by-side on the bed. Victoria was excited and she moaned with anticipation. I pushed her skirt up; she was wearing a garter belt with stockings, and black silk underwear. Her panties were soaking wet and she pulled them off. Victoria’s pussy was completely shaved, and her shiny pink clitoris glistened.

Victoria cried out to me. "Shannon...please don’t make me wait any longer. I need you now!"

She moaned louder and pushed my head down between her firm muscular thighs. Taking her clit into my mouth I sucked Victoria’s quivering flesh. My fingers slid into her warm soft vagina. She clamped her thighs to my head, her hips bucked to my thrusting. I ran my teeth over her clitoris. Victoria screamed and tried to push me away. Her body shook with a wild frenzy; but I held her firmly until her orgasm subsided. Her juices cascaded over my face and I licked and drank in her fragrance. My tongue swirled deeply into her vagina as I lapped up her juices. Victoria fell back, sobbing with pleasure, her body limp and covered in sweat from our lovemaking.

"Oh..my...Oh I have never felt so good in my whole life. Shannon you are unbelievable. I still feel like my whole body is on fire."

Laughing I kissed her deeply. I took off my shirt and pressed my breasts into hers. Victoria covered my face with kisses. She tore off the rest of my clothes. And Victoria did things to me with her tongue that had me screaming for mercy. She was an expert at oral sex; her tongue probed into the depths of my vagina. When she gently bit down on my clit, running the tip of her tongue over the top. I exploded with pleasure. Victoria kept with me, never letting up until I was sobbing and completely exhausted. Never, ever, have I had such an intense orgasm. I couldn’t move, I just lay on the bed trying to catch my breath.

She leaned over me. "How was that? Did I fuck you real good?"

"You know Victoria sex with you is wonderful. Actually it was incredible. But at the risk of sounding like a prude I prefer the term love making to fucking."

Victoria looked worried. "I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to make you mad at me." Then she burst into tears. "You’re going to leave me, aren’t you? Just like everybody else."

We were both very tired and emotionally fragile at this point and I wasn’t sure if this was the right time to question Victoria about her past. But she was crying her heart out and I needed to reassure her that I wasn’t with her just for sex.

"Hey...don’t ever think I don’t care about you. You are a kind, beautiful, sexy woman. But the problem is you don’t believe that. So you go out of your way to be rude and push people away."

Victoria laid her head on my chest and mumbled. "I used to watch you jog by our house and I was very attracted to you. Then when I saw you laughing and talking with Ian and Richard, I guess I got jealous. That was pretty stupid."

She nuzzled my breast and took my nipple into her mouth. It was such a pleasant feeling but I wasn’t about to drop the subject yet.

"Hey! You know it’s hard to concentrate when you do that."

"Mmmm." Victoria just sucked my nipple harder.

"Come on, we can play later. It’s important we talk now. Please?"

She smiled at me and then started rubbing my clit. Now it was really hard to remember what I wanted to say. Damn that felt good! But I had to do it; I pushed her away.

"You are not being fair! I’m not made out of stone you know! Why won’t you talk to me?"

Victoria turned away from me and rolled over on her side. I could see tears trickling down her cheek. She sobbed. "I just want to make love to you and have you love me back. Is that wrong?"

I stroked her back. "Oh baby... of course not. Sex with you is better than I dreamed of. And right now you have got me so hot and bothered that I can’t concentrate. Maybe we should talk later."

She lay back and opened her legs wide. Begging me to eat her. And so I did! Licking, nibbling and sucking her very essence. She screamed so loud I thought for sure the whole neighborhood could hear her. "OH, OH, OH!!! GOD!!!!" The whole bed shook violently as she climaxed.

I got on my knees and straddled her face, holding on to the headboard of the bed. Slowly I lowered my pussy down to her eagerly waiting mouth. Victoria drilled me with her tongue, swirling it around and around, exploring my vagina. Her tongue spread my lips and she licked and sucked my clit. Now it was my turn to wake the neighborhood.

"Oh..Oh...OH...YES!!!" I screamed.

Unknown to both of us Sam pushed the bedroom door open and had gone out. I was in the middle of my orgasm, yelling out with sheer pleasure. Ian stood at the doorway watching us. I could see his reflection in the mirror. But I didn’t care, I was too caught up in the moment. When it was over, I fell back to the bed, spent and absolutely exhausted.

Ian came into the room "Watching you two beauties makes me wish I was straight."

Victoria threw a pillow at him. "Ian get the hell out of here! You pervert! I’m telling Richard!"

Ian laughed. "Who do you think sent me back here? You girls need to stop, before the neighbors call the cops. It sounded like a Roman orgy in here."

I was really embarrassed but Victoria said. "Yeah, you would know all about orgies! Now get out of here! I mean it!"

He left and we both got dressed. My legs felt weak and I was pretty shaky. Victoria had given me a real workout. But I had no regrets, it had been a wonderful afternoon. Richard made sandwiches and served us some cold cider. I was ravenous and ate two huge sandwiches. We didn’t forget Sam either, he got beef stew and a nice bone to chew on.

Richard teased us. "Gosh you two sure know how to eat! And I’m not just talking about sandwiches!"

The boys laughed loudly and I turned bright red. Victoria stuck her tongue out at them. "You are just jealous. Now why don’t you leave us alone and go make each other happy."

Richard said. "You know that’s a good idea. Come Ian ... to the bedroom!"

Victoria commented. "I’m glad you came over today. And I don’t want to scare you off, but I am falling in love with you."

"Lets go into the living room and talk." I said.

We sat on the couch and Victoria took my hand and looked searchingly into my eyes. "So...what do you think? Are you interested in having a relationship with me?

"I am absolutely crazy about you. But I’m also worried about moving too fast."

She stared at the rug, refusing to look at me. "We can keep this simple if you want. Just an afternoon of fun and nothing more. No strings... I won’t get jealous if you date other women."

I gave her a reassuring smile. "No, you mean a lot more to me than that! I really do care for you, but I’ve never been very good at relationships. And I don’t ever want to hurt you. Not ever!"

She stood up and said. "Okay I understand. Personally I need a break from all this intensity. So how about we meet again tomorrow... for lunch or something?"

The old Victoria was back, withdrawn and cold. Shit! That’s not what I wanted. "I’m not leaving you. Unless you plan on kicking me out, I want to sleep with you tonight."

Victoria tried not to smile. But I could see the corners of her mouth twitch. "Now who is moving fast? Okay... but no more drama! I’m too tired to deal with anymore of that right now."

I respected her need for a little space so I took Sam out for a nice long walk. Victoria had given me a key and I just let myself into her house. Ian and Richard were still in their bedroom and there was no sign of Victoria, so I walked down the hall to her room. She was lying on the bed naked. It didn’t take me long to pull off my clothes and join her.

Victoria complained. "You feel like an ice cube!" But she molded her body against mine and her body heat warmed me up fast.

We lay there, our bodies pressed together and fell asleep. I was too tired to do anything else and so was Victoria. Around 5am I woke up and noticed that Victoria was not in bed. I pulled on a T-shirt and went looking for her. She was in the living room asleep on the couch. I went over to her and gently woke her up.

"Hey... are you alright?"

"Ummm...yes...what time is it?"

"It’s early. I woke up, you weren’t in bed and I was worried about you."

She sat up and the blanket fell from her body. She was completely nude. "I’m sorry...I had a bad dream and didn’t want to disturb you. So I came out here to read and fell asleep."

"Will you do me a favor? If you have bad dreams wake me up...okay?"

"It’s kind of embarrassing. You must think I’m a big baby."

"Don’t ever be afraid to tell me what bothers you. I’m your friend and I want you to trust me. I want to help you, because I love you."

Victoria grinned at me. She rubbed her breasts making her nipples stand out. "Love me, love me right now!"

We made love on the couch in the living room. Quietly and softly we fulfilled each other’s needs. I was worried about Ian and Richard coming in, but Victoria told me they wouldn’t disturb us.

Afterwards we took a shower together and then I got dressed and made us all breakfast. Ian and Richard were appreciative.

Richard said. "You’re a great cook Shannon. Why don’t you move in with us?"

Victoria looked at me hopefully. "Think about it...okay?"

I was honestly touched by their kind offer. But there was no way I was giving up my new house and that was it. I am not a U haul lesbian. I like my independence. But Victoria was fragile and in need of my friendship. And I needed her too, even though I struggled to maintain my defenses, I had fallen in love with Victoria.

We developed a routine. While I was at work Victoria would come over and take care of Sam. Then I would spend my days off with Victoria, Ian and Richard. It was amazing, we got along so well. No fights, no conflicts, just friends enjoying each other’s company. Victoria, Ian and Richard completely spoiled Sam. They loved him just as much as I did.

Victoria got several designing jobs and I was so happy for her. She was becoming more independent and her nightmares became a thing of the past. Once I went with her to a mansion she was decorating. The owner was a top executive in the TV business. This lady hit on Victoria big time. I couldn’t blame her; Victoria really was drop dead gorgeous. I was flattered when Victoria told the homeowner that she was in love with me and couldn’t think of sleeping with anyone else.

A year went by and before long it was time to think about Christmas again. I was totally in love with Victoria. I had this plan and was very anxious about everything going just right. You see I bought an emerald and diamond ring, which I was planning on giving to Victoria on Christmas Eve. Richard and Ian were in on it too, and they were just as excited as I was.

And then it really was Christmas Eve. Victoria wore a stunning black velvet dress. The boys were dressed in Tuxes and I wore red velvet slacks and a black silk blouse. Victoria tied a beautiful red bow onto Sam’s collar. Everyone posed for pictures before we sat down to dinner. Richard and Ian had prepared a splendid meal, and had argued for an hour over what wine to serve. Ian said the blessing and we all bowed our heads in respect. Honestly I am not a religious person, but Ian could say a prayer that would make you believe. He had such a gift with words.

I was nervous; I couldn’t eat much. Victoria looked at me with concern in her eyes. Ian and Richard giggled to each other. Finally I just couldn’t wait anymore. Walking over to Victoria’s chair; I knelt down and took her hand.

"Umm...Victoria I have something I need to say to you. I mean I need to ask you something...I love you so much...will you marry me?"

I opened the ring box and offered it to her. Ian and Richard jumped up and cheered. Victoria was shocked; then she grabbed me and kissed me hard on the mouth. She held out her hand and I slipped the ring on her finger.

Ian grinned. "Well, I haven’t heard an answer yet. Have you Richard?"

Victoria said. "Of course I will marry Shannon, and Ian can be my flower girl."

We all laughed. I could finally relax although my hands were still shaking as I picked up my wine glass. Victoria went over to her china cabinet and reached for a small red and green gift box. She kissed me and then gave me my present. It was a beautiful gold necklace with a diamond pendant. I was very pleased with my present and asked Victoria to put it on me. I gave her a long, lingering kiss.

The boys were getting quite drunk, but I was already happy enough. Victoria and I sat on the couch holding hands. I couldn’t believe this gorgeous woman was going to be my wife. Okay I knew we couldn’t be legally married. But we would make a pledge to each other to be married. Our promise to love and respect each other. I loved Victoria so much I couldn’t imagine life without her.

Victoria took my hand and led me to her bedroom. I unzipped her dress and watched her strip. She lay on her bed and started to masturbate. Teasing me, making me hot and wild with excitement. Soon I was lying naked beside her, my hand replaced hers. I rubbed her and listened to her moan with delight. And I took special care to tease and torment her into a frenzy of lust. I kissed, licked and nipped her here and there. Victoria absolutely loved oral sex. Her hips arched up to meet my mouth and I ate her pussy, thoroughly enjoying the taste and smell. As she reached her climax her whole body shook.. I took great pleasure in bringing her to multiple orgasms. I wanted the night to be just for her.

"Are you sure darling? Just let me catch my breath and then I want to make love to you."

I stroked her cheek. "No, lets sleep now. You have already made me so happy...God I love you so much." I buried my face between her breasts.

Victoria cradled my head and I blissfully sucked her nipple. And that’s how I fell asleep. When I woke Victoria was still holding me, singing softly and running her fingers through my hair.

"Ummm...what time is it?" I asked.

"Oh its early. Do you want to get up or sleep a little longer?"

I kissed her. "I would like to lie here next to you forever and ever. And make mad passionate love to you whenever the mood strikes us."

"Honestly do you think we have sex too much? It’s all I ever think about anymore. Getting you alone, ripping your clothes off and making you scream with pleasure. Don’t you think that’s kind of weird?"

"Well its true, I think about making love to you all the time too. But we are in love and that’s natural. Once we get married, we’ll get bored with each other and then only have sex once or twice a month."

Victoria laughed and hit me with her pillow. "I’m serious. Don’t kid around. Did you have sex this much with your other girlfriends?"

"Actually, no. But I didn’t love them like I love you. I not only want you; I need you too. I positively ache with desire when I see you."

Our relationship was changing. I worried about how Victoria was doing and when I would see her again. I work a lot of overtime and sometimes I had to change my plans at the last minute because of work. It never bothered me before, but I hated to disappoint Victoria. She told me it didn’t matter that work came first.

So I got caught up in the long, exhausting hours you have to work in the medical field. Sometimes I barely got to call Victoria, and she was always very supportive of my career. But I felt guilty; like I was letting her down. And when you spend too much time apart it does start to affect your relationship. Then things got really screwed up. It happened one day at lunch, I heard this voice calling my name and instantly I had chills running down my spine. Oh shit ... it couldn’t be ... but it was. My old girlfriend Kelly. You have to understand I had loved this woman with all my heart; I had worshiped the ground she walked on. I thought I would never get over being dumped by her. It had taken months and months before I could face the world again. I stared at Kelly; the shock was evident on my face.

Kelly smiled at me. "Hello beautiful. What a lovely surprise running into you after all this time."

Frantically I searched the cafeteria looking for the closest exit. But she grabbed me by the hand and led me to her table. All my instincts told me to get the hell out of there. My heart pounded furiously, and my face was flushed. I remembered how it used to be... God I had loved her so very much! I was tongue-tied, I couldn’t say anything.

"Well, Shannon you are awfully quiet." She gazed deeply into my eyes. "I wonder if you know how much I have missed you."

This couldn’t be happening! Once I would have died in happiness to hear those words. But I was in love with Victoria, and definitely did not need Kelly in my life right now.

"Ummm ... hi Kelly." I stammered out the words. "You know it’s been three years since I’ve heard from you. I thought you had forgotten all about me."

Kelly laughed softly. Her tongue wet her lips and she arched her eyebrows as she spoke. "Oh, I can’t believe you are making me nervous."

She was nervous? God...I was dying inside. "Kelly, what are you doing here? The last I heard you were moving to California."

"I did, but I’m back now. I just got a job working in the ER."

We talked for about thirty minutes and then I had to get back to work. Kelly invited me to dinner, and like a fool I agreed to go out with her. It wasn’t until I was driving home that it dawned on me ... what was I going to tell Victoria? It really was foolish and risky, but I wanted some time alone with Kelly. Maybe if we talked for a while, she could explain why she had just dumped me so suddenly. Maybe then I could finally put this relationship in my past and not feel any more pain over the way it had ended. Besides there wasn’t anything wrong with a little harmless flirting... as long as we didn’t get carried away. I still loved Victoria but lately I was feeling sort of trapped. I was burned out by the long hours I had been working and I was having second thoughts about the whole marriage thing. I guess I wasn’t sure about giving up my freedom just yet and then suddenly here was Kelly bringing a fresh outlook into my life. I couldn’t resist the temptation. Then I did the stupidest thing possible, I lied to Victoria. I told her that Kelly was my cousin and that she wanted to talk to me about some personal problems she was having. I tried to justify my lies, telling myself I was just sparing Victoria’s feelings, but I felt like shit inside.

I met Kelly at Franco’s, a gay friendly restaurant. She was wearing tight blue jeans and a white top, with no bra. Her nipples were clearly visible through her shirt. It was very distracting and I found myself staring constantly at her breasts. Kelly smiled and enjoyed the effect she was having on me.

"Shannon, it sure is good to see you again."

"Kelly, being with you is kind of like being in a cage with a tiger. I can appreciate your beauty but at the same time I have to be careful that you don’t rip my head off!"

Her laughter filled the air. "You don’t trust me at all do you?"

"Not much!" I grinned at her.

We talked for hours, after several glasses of wine, I felt more relaxed. Kelly could be really sweet when she was in a good mood. I wanted to spend more time with her to see if there was anything left of our old friendship. We took a taxi to my house because neither one of us was sober enough to drive. On the ride home I invited Kelly to spend the night.

"Look I don’t want you to read anything into this, but you are welcome to use my spare bedroom. I can lend you a T-shirt to sleep in."

Kelly agreed to stay and wished me a good night. I forgot about calling Victoria and just crashed into my bed. When I woke up I had a splitting headache. My brain was foggy but I was aware of a warm body lying next to me. Kelly was in my bed and we were both naked. I heard some noise coming from the kitchen and as I struggled to sit up, Victoria came into my room with a cup of coffee. I will never forget the look she gave me. I will never forget the pain in her eyes. She dropped her coffee cup, and ran from the room crying. Oh shit...I had really screwed up this time. I jumped out of bed and tried to catch her. Victoria slammed the front door and left before I could even make it out of my bedroom. I did notice she had left her engagement ring on my coffee table. I was left with a horrible hangover and total confusion about what had actually happened last night. I spun around and went back to Kelly.

"What the hell are you doing in my bed?" I shouted at her.

"You know I don’t like to sleep alone. Besides what are you so upset about? We didn’t do anything."

"Yeah, well that’s not what Victoria thinks! Kelly every time I see you, my life gets fucked up!"

"Oh grow up Shannon! I’m not the cause of your problems. How was I supposed to know your girlfriend was going to be here this morning?"

I threw myself onto the bed and burst into tears. I couldn’t believe this was happening. Maybe it was all just a bad dream. Then I looked at Kelly and saw the smile on her face. She was actually enjoying my pain. She hadn’t changed a bit.

"You’re right Kelly, this isn’t your fault, its mine. I just lost my best friend and the love of my life." I clenched my teeth, I was so angry with myself.

"Well, I don’t know what she was so mad about. I mean she didn’t even give you a chance to explain anything."

I shook my head in disbelief. "Kelly have you ever cared about anyone at all? Forgive me but I don’t think you have ever loved anyone but yourself."

"Well if you don’t love yourself then who else is going to?" She shrugged her shoulders indifferently. "I mean that woman you worship now will eventually break your heart and then you will be alone again. Love doesn’t last ... so you have to take care of yourself first."

Kelly left after that. There was really nothing else to say. I had fucked up big time and I was pretty sure Victoria would never forgive me. I didn’t want to live my life by Kelly’s rules ... I believed in love and I wanted a chance to work things out. I took a shower to clear my mind and then I walked over to Victoria’s house.

Ian answered the doorbell. "Shannon, I don’t exactly know what happened, but now is not a good time to be here. I want you to leave."

I was stunned by the coldness in his voice. Desperately I pleaded with him. "Ian, don’t turn me away. I need to see Victoria!"

He closed the door in my face. I sat down on the doorstep and just cried my heart out. I might have been there for hours; time had no meaning for me. Finally the door opened and I pretty much fell into the front hallway, as I had been leaning on the door. Ian stood there just looking down on me.

"Damn Shannon, its freezing out here and your lips are blue! What are you trying to do? Kill yourself?"

I was still crying. "Ian, you have got to forgive me! You’re the only friend I have left."

"Shannon your lies caught up to you. I love Victoria like she was my sister, and you hurt her badly. So there is no way I can be your friend. My loyalties are not so easily changed."

It was over, I was numb with pain but I sensed there was nothing I could say that would change his mind. I thanked Ian for listening and I told him that no matter what he thought of me, I would never stop loving Victoria."

The months went by slowly and I buried myself in my work. I isolated myself from life and I refused to go out on any more dates. Everyday was pretty much the same. Of course I used to see Victoria from time to time but she wouldn’t talk to me so I gave up trying to fix things. Winter has a way of hanging on but finally spring came. My front yard was bursting with color from all flowers I had planted. Sam ran around the house barking joyfully. He enjoyed the warmer weather too. My pants and boots were covered in mud because I was breaking the ground for my new garden. Gardening was kind of a spiritual release for me, the physical work kept me from thinking too much about my failed relationships. So I planted one hell of a lot of flowers and vegetables. I was in the middle of digging a large rock out of my garden, when I noticed a red sports car pulling into my driveway. Oh shit ... it was Victoria’s car. I was a mess and of course she was stunningly beautiful.

"Hello Shannon, that’s quite a garden you are making."

My knees felt weak and I was ready to faint from sheer nervousness. "Hi Victoria, I’m glad to see you looking so well." I could have kicked myself, what a stupid thing to say.

"Mmmm ... I guess there is no easy way to say this but I just saw you working and I dropped by to say good-bye."

"Good-bye?"

"Yes, I am moving to Florida. Actually I’m leaving next week."

"I hope..." I was stammering badly. "I hope you have a good trip."

"Yeah, well I have lots to do so I have to go now."

Sam ran up to Victoria and she leaned over to pet him. He barked loudly and then jumped into her car. Great! He was covered in mud too. And Victoria’s car had leather seats.

"I’m so sorry, just give me a minute and I’ll get this mess cleaned up."

Victoria actually laughed. "I’m going to miss Sam too."

I was stunned. Had I heard right? She would miss both of us? "Can’t you stay and talk for awhile?"

"Do we have anything to talk about? I mean you chose your path and now its time for me to choose mine."

"Oh come on! That’s meaningless bullshit and you know it!"

"I don’t care. You didn’t have the honesty or maturity to express your doubts to me. No you lied to me and then you wonder why I don’t trust you."

"Victoria, I’m sorry I lied. I did not have sex with Kelly and you know that’s true! I have apologized a hundred times so why can’t you forgive me?"

Victoria shook her head. "You hurt me and violated the trust we had in each other. Once things are broken, they can’t always be fixed."

"I fucked up! I know that!" Desperately I pleaded with her. "Give me a chance to show you that I have changed and that our relationship could work."

"Shannon, I don’t have time to discuss this now. If you feel that strongly then come by my house tonight. I’ll be home about eight."

Victoria gave Sam a pat on the head. Then she drove off. I couldn’t keep from smiling; because now I knew I had a chance. If Victoria was willing to talk then maybe I could convince her that I wasn’t bullshitting her. I went inside and took a shower. Closing my eyes, I relaxed as the hot, steamy water hit my body. I daydreamed about making love to Victoria, I missed her tender touch.

Time went by slowly, I kept watching the clock in my living room. I couldn’t eat dinner because I was way too nervous. So I paced around my house, rehearsing what I was going to say to Victoria. My excuses sounded ridiculous and my apologies sounded insincere. Damn it ... I didn’t know what to say.

My love for Kelly had been shallow and definitely one sided. My love for Victoria was the real thing and maybe that had scared me. Actually I knew it scared me and that’s why I agreed to go out with Kelly. I was overwhelmed by my feelings. I never meant to hurt Victoria. However, the look in Victoria’s eyes had been too much. It woke me up to the pain I had caused her. It was all my fault; I had been such an idiot!

I walked over to Victoria’s house in a fog. The minute she opened the door I started to explain my feelings. She shook her head and led me into her bedroom. We sat down on the bed and I couldn’t say a word, I just cried my heart out.

Victoria held my hand. "Shannon I loved and trusted you over all others. When you lied to me ... it broke my heart." She walked over to the window. "You tore down my defenses and I fell in love with you. That’s not something I do easily. You asked me to marry you and then suddenly you changed. Instead of talking to me about it, you lied to me. That hurt more than anything else."

I pleaded with Victoria. "I don’t know how else to say that I’m sorry. I’m not perfect but I’m asking you to love me anyway!"

Richard knocked on the door and then came in. "Look, I promised myself that I wouldn’t interfere. But you two love each other; don’t throw that away. Yes, Shannon screwed up I’m not excusing her, but you know she loves you Victoria. And I think you ought to forgive her."

"Richard, I want you and Shannon to leave now. I need to think. Please...I’m asking for a little space."

We left her room. I was going home but Richard insisted that I sleep on the couch. He got me a pillow and blanket and made me comfortable. "Shannon, I have this feeling that if you aren’t here in the morning, Victoria will leave for Florida. I don’t want her to go; I’d miss her too much. So you have to stay here tonight. Okay?"

I promised I would stay. I slept fitfully on the couch, tossing and turning, thinking about how screwed up my life had become. Early the next morning Victoria came into the room and sat down on the couch. She ran her fingers through my hair and smiled at me.

"Why are you still here?"

"I stayed because I love you. Victoria...I can’t let you leave."

"Relax...sweetheart...relax. I’m not going anywhere."

I wept with joy. "Oh God, you have made me so happy!"

I was afraid to touch her. Nervous about doing or saying the wrong thing. Victoria kissed me lightly on the lips.

"Come on, let’s go take a shower."

We stepped into the hot, steaming shower. I couldn’t take my eyes off of her beautiful body. She knew I was staring at her and she enjoyed it. Victoria washed me, paying particular attention to my breasts. My body was on fire I needed her so much. She ran her fingers over my clit, playing with me. I couldn’t stand it anymore. We left the shower and headed for the bed.

This was a special time for me. I was making love to the woman I adored. I licked, sucked and drank in her juices. Our orgasms shook the bed. Afterwards I took a towel and gently wiped her face clean and then mine. We kissed tasting each other’s flavor. We held each other, just enjoying the warmth and comfort.

Victoria told me. "I don’t want to ever fight with you again. The pain we went through wasn’t worth it. Please if you have any doubts about our relationship...get it out into the open."

I sincerely apologized. "I was so wrapped up in my feelings that I forgot about yours. I took your love for granted and I will never, ever do that again."

Our conversation went on and on. We laid our feelings out and bared our souls to each other. It was exhausting but well worth it. We discovered a new love and respect for each other. I got down on my knees and asked Victoria to marry me again. I slipped the ring onto her finger and she swore to me that she would never take it off. I don’t believe in happily ever after, but with Victoria I think I might change my opinion about that. Ian and Victoria are busy planning our wedding; I’m not sure what they have in mind, but its bound to be interesting. Only time will tell.

THE END

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