Sapphic Voices General Fiction

Why

Staci Hall

Wake up and see what you have in front of you:

• You say that I am important
• You say that you have to talk to me
• You say you need me – Why?
• You say that I am what is keeping you in this state – why?

• We have a good time together
• We enjoy each other’s company
• We don’t have to be sexually intimate
• We have a good time being sexually intimate
• We arouse each other – you can’t deny that it is physical too.

All of the elements are there for a relationship. You turn to me for advice and turn to me to lift your spirits. You get turned on by my reactions to you. You don’t want me to cut you out of my life. We still forgive each other for the things we have done to one another. You love me. I love you. It doesn’t mean that it has to be termed “in love.” We have a maturing relationship… moving beyond the first blush of “romance”. You are comfortable with me… I compliment you… and you compliment me… meaning, we create a whole… outside of the whole individuals we are.

I can deal with the fact that Tim is your friend… as long as it is just that. No more lies, no more stories. Take a risk with us. Don’t just turn to him as a way to fulfill your desire for a family. If the love and arousal is not there, don’t pursue it. Don’t bring him to your family as your man. GIVE US A CHANCE.

I have this one last plea for us… after that, I have to leave you alone. That means, absolutely no contact for awhile. You are always looking for the green grass on the other side of the fence. You have so much right it front of you that you deny…. Look at the list above. You don’t want me to cut you from my life… you say that it can’t happen… what does that mean? If it was just friendship, that wouldn’t be happening. Maybe I have to leave you alone so you can see what we have. Maybe once it is gone, you will see it.

If you love Tim and want to have a family with him, then just be out of my life. I told you that I can’t sit by and watch this. But, I also expect you to be honest with him about it. If you want to continue this with us, you have to come clean with him. No other option. You have to deal with both of us honestly. People are being hurt by your actions. Leading us both on is going to destroy all of us. Think closely about all of this… before it is too late.

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