The touch of your hands on my skin
The look in your eyes...the way they spoke to me
The taste of your lips...the way they devoured me
and I am remembering...
The spontaneous nights
When the passion was just too heavy to ignore
You always found a place close by where we could further explore
and I am remembering...
The desire that I felt... your desire
Remembering the words that you spoke to me
You said all you wanted was for me to love you
You wanted me to be closer to you
I am drawn to you like a moth to a flame
When your mouth is on me I can't help screaming your name
I am remembering how I sizzle from your touch
My body comes alive
Lady I really dig your vibe
I am remembering just how wet I would get
whenever I came around you
I crave you...I still do
And now I am remembering you will never love me not the way I want you to
Your heart belongs to another
Remembering now that I fell in love all by myself
My heart is torn apart but it's my own fault
Wanting the unattainable was just not feasible
and I am remembering...
Feeling the lost of the one that I love the most
Feeling your pain when you scream my name
We hurt each other because we can't seem to make us work
We have tried and we have failed
Now we must go our separate ways
I love you I really do
I don't know what my life will be like without you
You were the one person that I felt the most secure with
You were the one person whom I believed in
But all we seem to do lately is fight
We even made plans to stay to together forever
Somehow we can never get it right
You will always be in my heart
Please understand that I have to let you go
Before I fall apart
When you hurt I hurt when you cry I cry
I want you to be happy and lately I am the cause of your unhappiness
I know that it will be hard
Not waking up to your voice every morning
Or your touches in the middle of the night
Your lips I will miss the most
Your hands I will no longer hold
When it was good between us it was
But somehow the bad out weighs it all
I love you and I really do wish the best for you
There's a black hole in my heart
There are voices in my head
Please remove my blues let the sun shine through
When I saw the rain
That's when I felt the pain
Said I knew that this wasn't going to end
Said I knew that I needed to be with you again
With you everything feels perfect
Without everything is a wreck
Life is not the same
That's when my tears drop like the rain
There's a black hole in my heart
There are voices in my head
Please remove my blues
Let the sun shine through
I was so very careful with my feelings for so many years
But I made you get under my skin
I can't even remember how I felt before you got into my bloodstream
You were like the most potent drug and I was your addict
You were like my favorite drink I became an alcoholic
I wanted so much to get to know you
I completely lost my self into you
How could this happen to me
I was trying so hard not to feel
And then you come along and I fall to pieces
Maybe it was our very first conversation
Maybe it was the things we said
Maybe it was the things we did
Maybe it was the way that you looked at me
Maybe it was the lust in your eyes that I saw and I ran with it
Now I am all caught up and caught out there
All by my self
How could this happen to me
I always wanted to be free
I figured there was no one that would love me for me
Then I met you and I thought...maybe anything is possible
So my overactive imagination kicked in
Then I started feeling things that I thought I could share with you
Girl was I wrong...we ended we before we even got started
You left me out in the cold and you became so very cold
You became someone else or pretended to be
You started treating me like a stranger
You treated me like I was never...maybe I was
Does it hurt...oh hell yeah it does
But will I survive...yes I will
What I have learned is that you can't help the way that you sometimes
feel
Not because the other party doesn't feel the same
Don't ever disregard your feelings
It is your choice to act on those feelings
I did and I got burned
But it's just another lesson learned
They say that big girls don't cry...well I am living proof that's a
fucking lie
The very first moment when your eyes locked into mine I felt a warmth
radiating from you
Maybe it was your smile and the way it made you glow
Maybe it was your eyes the way they captivated my soul
Or could it be your skin that makes me tingle within
The way that you toss your hair as the music gives you that added flair
Maybe it's all in your hips the way you shimmy
Or your vibrations not to mention your undulations
I think it's just you the beautiful you
You have a way of capturing your audience and whenever I see you
perform I am left in awe
Do you have any idea how you affect those around you
Folks are bedazzled by you
You have these breath taking moves that leaves me breathless
I even become speechless
I admire you I am completely smitten by you and of course you don't
have a clue just how mesmerized I am by you
Your performances are hypnotic
When your eyes penetrate mine I lose all control
When you look at me I feel so naked
Not wanting you to know the effect that you have on me
But my face can't hide the attraction they feel for you
Oh how I want to touch your skin
Kiss you in places only another lesbian could imagine...
I am longing to taste your lips
You have snaked your way under my skin
I feel intoxicated and I haven't had a drink(at least not yet)
I am weak in the knees I am perspiring all over
Yet all I'm doing is sitting here watching you
move
I am watching how graceful you are
The way you interact with your audience
It allows us to have a special moment with you
My emotions are on display and I can't seem to hide the way you make me
smile
I think you've caught me blushing once or twice
The excitement that fills me is really hard to contain
I even try to refrain from touching you it's like sending a shock wave
to my brain
If you only knew the power that you have over me when you cast those
baby blue eyes on me
Blue as the sea they hypnotize me
I am unable to think clearly
I am goo goo ga ga over you
I think I found my angel
Our very first contact you have opened my heart to you without even
knowing or trying
I see you in my dreams more often than not
When you dance
I often visualize you dancing only for me
Your veil materializes into me
The way you move with it
The way you move with me
As you effortlessly connect with your veil
I am connected to you I cling to you possessively
As we dance ("you and I" as the veil) we become one
You gentle swirl me around your body
Tossing me and I soar high making rainbow patterns towards the ceiling
I gaze down loving at you
Filled with confidence knowing you will catch me before I fall
I fall gracefully into your arms
As you make your final exit you pull me that much closer to you
I can feel your sweat radiating from you on to me
I feel connected...
They say when it rains it pours
There is a storm brewing in life...
If only I knew the last time I saw you
Would be the last time for us
I would have held you tighter
Kissed you longer
I would have made love to you for days instead of hours
If only I knew that we were not meant to last
I would have taken the time to show you just how much you mean to me
I would have showered you with all my attention
I would have pampered you more
I would have touched you more
I would have spent more time with you
If only I knew that we would not make it
I would have cherish everyday that we had more
I would have share my inner feelings with you
Tell you that my world will not be the same without you
My days are now meaningless without you
My nights are sleepless without you
My eyes are crying tears for you
My face is now burden with sadness
My lips no longer curl into a smile
My head is heavy
My body is missing your touch
My inner is missing your touch...
It is lonely as hell here without you
If only I knew
I would have loved you more
Tell you I appreciated you
Tell you that I needed you
Tell you that my world is empty without you no matter how many people I have around me
My heart is torn
If only I knew
I would have closed the door so you wouldn't have walked out
If you have enjoyed Cia's Poetry, then please be certain to e-mail her at lesrootsjam[at]yahoo.com and thank her for posting her Work.
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