the existence of my soul lies deep beneath this hard exterior
i have wandered amongst the crowd in search for pleasure
within some great gesture i stop in amazement
there before me is the beauty of life
my stature strong with such power
befriends very few, i mask then my sadness
there i see life as never before, almost blinding
she stands gracefully with honor
as i approach her she bows her head
i see a glimmer of a smile from such soft lips
not to lose my strength in which i carry...
i walk firmly towards this wondrous creature
i whisper in her ear that i seek her for passion
she looks upon me with a light in her eyes
with a soft touch of her hand she acknowledges
drawing it quickly away, shy with restraint
i place a slip of paper, noted with instruction
leaving her then i move silently to the door
i slip into my carriage expressing speed and move on
my body restless i step into my dwelling with thoughts of her
a small tap i hear as i speak for entrance
the door opens there she stands timid
my body shivers for she is such great beauty
she slowly approaches with some hesitation
i stand before her touching her face with my hand
she awaits with great anticipation
within that same breath i place a kiss upon her
she trembles in the knowledge of what may come
softly i speak words of desire
she embarks on what is expressed
moving gently she removes her wrap
i watch as i feel the heat rise within me
with my hands i gather hers
placing them upon my bosom
she shakes for the want of more
i move then into her and touch her sweet skin
this moment in time freezes
she looks to me for approval
with a hint of a smile she strips me bare
i do her the same and look with fire
the burning fire warms our beings
i lay her softly to the floor
soft from the pelt from the hunt last season
she moans as her skin touches the fur
placing myself above her i kiss her once more
her body warm i press mine to hers
kissing her neck and moving down slowly
her breast swollen and erect i feast for a moment
my body aches greater then i could ever imagine
i place my tongue to dance around her firm nipples
her body rises with each flick of my tongue
again i move farther down to learn of her taste
guiding my direction with the strength of my hands
i then kiss her hips as my strength moves her tender legs apart
gliding to her passion, the mound great and pulsating
my lips then press to her wetness firm and true
for the taste to my lips is sweet like honey
my swelling then increases a wetness then builds
i move my tongue to the inside to feel her womb
a great shiver she expresses the need for more
i slide my tongue deeper within her
pushing and pressing with great force
with every movement more power i possess
she moans louder and i then become lost in the sound
with one final thrust i feel her explode on my tongue
the warmth i feel brings my own eruption
blinded by the overwhelming sense of passion
i take her deeper to my tongue, she quivers and cums again
pulling myself slowly up to reach her mouth
i share her wonder with her deep within a kiss
our bodies covered with sweat we kiss again
i lay then beside her free of the sadness i once knew
she rises with a smile looking upon me with great joy
backing slowly gathering her gown and wrap
thanking me for the honor i have granted her
she bows to me in silence
softly she speaks as she turns to the door
turning once more the words from her lips
a sweet surrender i hear
she speaks "thank you my Prince" as she closes the door........
today is a troubled day...
my thoughts overwhelmed by my faith...
i feel a lack of knowledge to whom i was supposed to be....
my tears feel empty and lost....
though my voice muddled in silence...
listening for a sign or some sort of sound...
my heart slowly sinks deeper to my own death....
tragically i swallow fear as if it were my personal nutrition...
slowly time passes my body still in motion...
looking forward and seeing things in reverse....
trying to recapture lost days to take back my identity...
becoming a lost child filled with suffering...
i beg for forgiveness to the one who sits up high....
hearing words thrown at me masking my belief....
i know i belong deep under a rock....
in a heavy sigh a touch is felt on my shoulder....
i turn to find no one and shutter in thought....
falling to my knees i read scripture.....
the pages fly from here to there....
now with mixed emotion i can feel the words caress my soul...
that tapping was me being forgiven....
the words that eased my mine now sleep deep in my heart...
for i had not lost faith and i could still believe...
the path that was shown was for my own self forgiveness...
for i was never not loved but was given another challenge...
a path of my own truth for God knew that i was ready....
to be completely who i was supposed to be....
a womyn....
in front of me stands a beautiful womyn
lips like a full bodied wine
a smile that can melt all hearts
she does not need to speak for her eyes tell the story
passion so deep it bewilders the mind
craving all that she desires
with a soft whisper she explores every emotion
a heavy mist covers my eyes
some trance that has been put over me
a candle flickers leaving soft images behind
the glowing of light then surrounds us
some how frozen in time we dare not blink
her hand reaches for mine ever so gently
without hesitation i lock all my fingers into hers
never wanting to let go i dare not breathe
saying hello for the first time only knowing that there could be
no other
she steps in a little closer as if to whisper a secret
her soft skin brushes mine as we step into an embrace
i could never imagine anything so pure and warming
as i felt, as i drew her near
i could feel her smile.....
timid....shy.....not knowing the exact thought
walking in the halls..waiting for a bell that never rings
for the first time wishing i wasn't so shy to leave an apple
instead i rush to class so that i can watch her walk through the door...
trying to pay attention and only see her smile...
always hear about those student teacher crushes
so listening to her speak i find my mind wandering
to places i am not sure it should be....
so instead of an apple...i bring a smile
finding myself still shy and timid
is it the intent that the warmth in my belly is a craving
something that makes my mouth begin to water....
finding myself fantasizing about her mouth
the sweet tender lips i have focused on
traveling thoughts to hear her shutter
with touches to her skin....
slowly my eyes begin to shut....
here in this place of pleasure i find myself standing
approaching her with soft erotic words....
the room becomes empty.....
staying behind to ask a silly question.....
the approach seems long but worth the movement
reaching down to pick up the piece of chalk she dropped
the attempt leaves our hands touching.....
now standing so close face to face.....
i steal the first kiss....
no words are spoken as my hands bring her closer to me
her smile once again begins to warm my soul....
soft kisses so i can feel her tender lips....
finding that the danger of this very exciting
a greater passion is released as my mouth opens to hers
now our tongues begin to dance together.....
moving her body with mine towards the door.....
never stopping that single kiss....
the door shuts as i begin to lower her to the table....
laughing inside knowing i was just behind it trying to study....
her hands begin to pull me close
the kiss stops.....as i move to look to see her smile....
before i can even stand she roles me to my back.....
my body warm and now on fire.....
she reaches forward to touch my skin
my hands wrapped to her wrist i move myself back in front of her
the aching between my legs becomes fierce and wild
i can feel her heart begin to race as i once again take control
the emotion of desire now sets our path....
we become ravished within each other....
i slide my body down hers as i go to my knees....
leaving my hand inside her blouse touching her erect nipples....
a large sound sets my head to rise.....
lost in this wondrous creature....
i feel my face turn red....
a fantasy now ended by the reality of class ending....
keeping my thoughts now in my mind....
hoping to finish them someday....
if in a dream.....or even better.....
if not.....i will always know of my first crush....
my restless sleep will end, the day i find you here.......
my dreams will no longer be needed.......
i will have what most crave for their entire life......
to afraid to take the adventure of finding what is suppose to be....
i no longer question the where and why......
just know that i am here where i have always belonged.....
if i watch then as you sleep.....
from near or far.....
you will always know the warmth to be me.....
if i wake you with a tender kiss......
no matter the distance between us.....
you will feel the safety you have craved for.....
if i feel your hand within mine....
i will know till the end of time.......
no longer will i question the where and the why.......
for god has brought me angel
There is no place like the arms of a lover….
A sweet tender touch to always
bring you home….
Feeling the warmth of her smile wrapped around your soul….
The rush of emotion only grows
with every tug to your heart…..
Every new day the need to look deep within her eyes has you breathless….
She becomes your air, your
food, your day dream….
The symbol of life becomes her name…..
Like magical circles she is
what completes you…..
The surrender of every kiss becomes a whisper within the wind….
Time can never turn back the
butterfly of loves new flight…..
what gifted hands would lay to rest upon such a lovely soul....
in the dimension of lost time i would then find you to be this challenge i have come to know
a risk taker am i....
following no rules.....
no games....
sweetly adoring such a fine sweet melody.....
giving gesture of truth within a simple embrace
laying then silently my head to your breast....
listening to the beat of your stolen heart.....
enslaving myself to the thought of you....
i will rest in this dream i will have......
looking into the distance to an empty sky
there all dreams will remain.....
spoken only once of this quest.....
i now will keep my mortal tongue savagely still...
my music
my song for life
no lyrics could be ever told.....
my
dreams lost in darken clouds...
strangers passing me by even.....
liquid skies become dry....
swollen bottles of lava from what has dripped from my veins.....
the calico cat cries hungry, cold....
no rhyming of words....
no order to which they are told....
reasoning has left me now, bitter....
why would i write of pain and borrowed time....
where
is it written that suffering is to be shared....
can i not live in my own self pity....
i
lost it once a long time ago.....
now i hear the screaming from a wise pouncing soul......
not mine you see......
a stranger moves to this wireless web.....
speaking
of sacred words while she scolds.....
push yourself she whispers those words line in gold.....
keep
going.....
why?
for
what purpose would it do me good to once again to begin to mourn...
twenty questions turn into a barrel of monkeys is all i was fed......
i will give it a go at least once or twice.......
let us see where the poets pen will stand....
or
if it will just be laid down....
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