Anticipating her calls
When the call for break dawns
Waiting for a reply
Wondering what's on her mind
Can never lose sight
Cos she's such a blinding light
Tonight, She hardly knows how I feel
As she's never keeping still
I just want to say I love her
But I can never find the words
I won't put the stars above her
That's why this fucking hurts
I try my best to show her
But I some times choke
I try my best to know her
No longer that whore for coke
It rips me, tears me and breaks me
If she lips me here it'll make me
Wishful thoughts are a taunt
More than that body she flaunts
Some times I feel like giving up
Cos it ain't real me ever feeling up
That softness she attains
But I still put myself through pain
Not for illness, sickness nor death
Or romantic bullshit you expect
Just to stop me becoming a mess
Cos living with out her is the test
As no happiness will be in my world
That's why I work hard
To stay sane by this girl.
Just listen to your pulse beat.
Don't tell me you can't feel the heat.
I get these overwhelming urges
To be by your side
I can't seem to focus on anything
because you are on my mind
I feel this craving so strong
No words can begin to explain, Nor no melody in a song
about the need to have you here
this sensation so overwhelming
I don't just want, I need you near
To just tell you, you're amazing.
These long days that continue
I just dream of me being with you
I can't stop thinking any one will do
because darling it's been years since I’ve chosen you
I want to give you my everything
but it's illegal for me to give you that ring
but I just want you next to me
Invite you to share a bed with me
what's to come next, who knows, who cares
Chuckles don't be scared, just take that dare
I won't do anything to hurt or harm you
I just want to live in love with my arm wrapped round you
I'm female, please don't let that alarm you
Because I found you now, so stay sound and let me arouse you
keep calm
And just let me surround you
There's no one else around but two
Can you now see this thing through
Brilliantly exciting and so brand new
Don't think twice about these few
who compound our lives with silly blues
because they only despise cos they didn't choose
to do the courageous thing and jump for love
for a chance at a relationship that goes above
any expectations for that sense of fulfillment
cos you have me here and we will deal with
any worries and fears that feel real here
'cos I’m a soldier in life and I need to to heal with
and you are my battle
to keep you happy is war I rattle
I'll give you everything fancy, not 'cos I have to
because you're lovely, you enter my life, thank you
Tell me you want me with all your truth
And I’ll surrender to this love
and don't think you'll lose
I'm buy your side now, you'll have no bruise
I'm here to protect and worship beauty
I won't defect and give you false dreams
I just wanna honour your sacred beauty, but it's a reality that's alive
.. just listen you your pulse beat.
That energy that sparks
between us under sheets
In the evening we really see
What lies between
Me and you in this moment
Can you believe
Can this last forever
Or does it disappear in the dark
Do you hold that feeling with you
Or continue the day without thinking through
The compounding feelings
Which are excitingly brand new
I know this is true
But hiding away is something I do
As you don't allow a second to stew
Drifting away to escape your blue
But where do you go and what do you do
I suppose I'm scared of what I'll lose
So I keep quiet in hopes to pursue
Another lust that's easier to control
I run far to not be sold
To a lust that's invigorating and never old
Trying to not reminiscence on that hold
You had and still have upon me
But I dare not show this fear
Or reveal it in your ear
That all I want is you here
To hold you intimately near
I don't know how to not scare you
You would run a mile if you heard this
You're not ready for intensity of the risk
I'm worried that this could be a chance I'll miss
I don't want to let you go
I need to find away to keep you close
I want nothing but to lift you up and make sure you're not alone
I want us to express this connection and grow
I don't want to think of this in sorrow
And you tell me not to get attached
That maybe one day we can make this symbiotic pact
To share more of our lives with each other
I know the longer we wait the sweeter it'll taste
I don't want to leave it in the hands of fate
I want to love you again from night through to day
I want to hold you my arms
But I can never expose this
For this will be the catalyst to drive you away from this
But do you not wonder of our first touch
That moment our lips met
When it was just us
Did you feel that instantaneous rush
Do you recall how warm and tender we lay
Not having a worry about the following day
How we lay in arms all night in a daze
In a calming bliss, That moment our lips first reached
confused in the moment of what has been breached
Our friendship has been crossed
In a cherished occasion I will never dismiss
Our intimacy grew
And when we'll go out my eyes were still locked on you
I can't get my head around this
Are you within reach or out of bounds
Was this too fast too soon
Did I act on impulse that was far too new
But I realised I wanted you
And nothing could stop me reaching out to you
Wanting to show you I'll do things beyond me for you
and what hurts the most is knowing you won't return
to my arms in the way we first met
To ignite that fire that was more thrilling than the most expensive bet
Things have changed and the passion gets harder to hide
but I feel to love you out loud
But you you dismiss my passionate cries
but that's been denied from me because of words from the crowd
I hope you return to me now
Please don't ponder and make this more complicated than it has to be
Just understand the simplicity in this moment with me
It doesn't have to be anything more in moments we keep
Between me and you and these love making sheets
Don't worry if you feel you're being swept off your feet
Lets just go and see if it reaches
those maximum highs that one only dreams of
Perhaps I'm too open and willing to give my heart away
You know I'm amazing but I won't be hanging on for you for days
I can't keep still, I'm fast pacing, I'm not promising I'll stay
I know this spontaneously crazy
Don't think of what you're jumping into
Just be confident of what you feel is true
'Cos for real, you know I lift you from monsoons
Just be aware you could be missing a diamond here
While you're too busy searching for stones.
Darling let me tell you, take my hand and give this a chance,
It's the only way you'll get to know just how special this road's destination will go.
And believe me everything you're feeling now will be enhanced.
Well it doesn't take much to amaze the fool
To put on a show, a spectacle for all
Those small minds that can't comprehend
To capture the essence, and only see an end
there's a flow in this a liquid bed
a frayed fabric with a alluring scent
Smell it, taste it and let it go
Lust it, Love it, with all you know
Can you feel this, are you with me tonight
Don't run from our truth, just go with what feels right
Don't deny the talent in these words
A sentence is a string, where there is no birth
The vocab is short but the meaning has girth
Revolve it round but don't think too hard
This isn't supposed to perplex or bombard
Allow it to take over within your heard
It's a sweet sound that fills your ears
The patterns spin round, just be with me hear
Don't run, nor chase those dragons and stars
Don't sink in ignorance and reach too far
Just conquer thought and focus now
On a reality that's so profound
Right in front of you here and now
Don't stress too much and begin to frown
Just listen to my voice and I’ll take you now
There's no mysteries of why and how
It's as simple as a bow
Nothing too surrender
Nothing greatly profound
Just a life so simple
Yet to be unfound
A few breathes of in and out
And you won't be let down
It's a not hidden under philosophies
Or ancient poetries or archaeology
or any theories in abstract astrology
It's the biology that captures that essence
Of life and quintessential elements
that keep us captive in our small minds
It hectic puzzles will often hide
>From a calming presence that glistens in sight
A serenity that dwindles
lets take another second to rekindle
Now let me take you
Face what perplexes you
And I will fetch to you
A couple of words
To drown what hurts in you
And rest that mind
With thoughts of divine
be it god, or wine
Just have a chance tonight
To come together
One and all
Let us never
Be bigoted fools
But embrace a moment
without one being cruel
Glance around
take in sights
Of one another feeling inside
What you and I pride
This moment
this very moment, tonight
In this life we own it
no one can tell us
who we are and what to do
What we stand for
Forget them all
It's just us
and only us two
And what you think
For all us here
We are on the brink
Of collective thinking,
is it clear
or, shall I continue hinting
embrace now people
and let us become
A force so powerful under the sun.
one will subside
to a love so colourful
we'll give sight to the blind
where I once stood - tall
I couldn't see inside of me
I failed who was most important,
that person who was me
I ignored what was
and dreamed of what ought to be
my friends let me share with you
my secrete of reality
this trap of day dreams
shining people that gleam
all that what seems serene
with a price tag that sheens
are all things that demean
your soul within you
not that identity that relives you
or the façade that kids you
Or those sin that readily sneak in you
but that person that exists deeper within you
A mystery still undefined inside
let that person live, let them be alive
don't let it die. Try your best to maximise
You have soul passion and fire
Rise up don't be left in the mires
Because I hear you all
you want redemption
you want to live
now feel the presence and reach
reach high, reach within
feel what is there for you
no longer waiting for what's left for you
Because you are better then them
You are better then us
You are better because you are
everything that makes them and us
You are one
One that makes two
Two that make them
and them that make us
as without you or me
where will we be
without divides to distinguish
the lines that held us to one side
in a world that's benign
one that is there's
just as painful for the head
but don't feel alone
because no longer will we wait
stand and up and rejoice
and reclaim your losing in fate.
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