Sapphic Voices Romance

Under My Skin

Eva awoke with a start. She was anxious over something but couldn’t remember as her brain still wasn’t fully awake. Seeing Amber asleep beside her, she was quickly reminded. She watched the sleeping Professor quietly for a moment, unsure how she felt. A small frown formed on her lips. This was career suicide.

Brushing aside that negative self centred thinking, Eva lay back down. Glancing at the illuminated digits on the bedside clock, she seen it was 3:10 am. Images of a few hours before began replaying in her mind. Going to the club with her old college friend, leaving and being followed by the Ivy league idiot, landing a left punch in his gut, before hurrying to her room and collapsing still in her little black dress, in the shower... water mixed with tears...rage... frustration....denial.... then the one person it was all because of… Amber her Professor paying a late night visit after witnessing the incident outside with the Ivy league idiot. Tending to Eva's injured hand, Eva telling the truth....Amber silently staring....

Eva caught her breath lying there in the dark as the still vivid memory of Amber gently kissing her, replayed. At the memory of the woman she had long fallen in love with in college laying her down and consummating what had long stood between them, Eva's chest rose sharply. Turning to the older woman, she snuggled into her. In her sleep, Amber raised her arm slightly and placed it around her student, administering an attempt at a kiss on her forehead before giving up and settling with her mouth almost touching Eva's nose.

Smiling faintly, Eva raised her lips and softly kissed Amber on the tip of her nose. Closing her eyes, Eva was drifting off to sleep when Amber lowered her mouth and gently placed it against the younger woman's. Being half asleep, Eva was slow to respond. Amber repeated what she had done, this time more insistently. The originally shallow kiss developed until once more student and mentor were entangled.

Amber winced as Eva buried her face in her shoulder, biting down and breaking the skin. She felt beads of blood collect and was taken aback yet darkly turned on as she felt her protégé gently sucking on the minor wound. Kissing her deeply, Amber tasted her own blood. This girl was a revelation.

Her teeth found her student's neck, biting but not hard enough to hurt, Amber left her mark upon the younger woman's body. Conscious of other students who may still be in the dorms, she lightly placed her fingers over Eva's mouth and restricted herself to slightly less vocal panting. It took a discipline even she was not used to in order to not moan loudly, the feeling of the younger woman's hot breath coming in rapid bursts against her fingers only made it worse.

When Eva flipped her and got on top, Amber barely held on to her consciousness never mind verbal reactions. Holding her Professor's hands above her head with one hand, Eva slid her hand below waist level, her administrations sending the thirty something Professor over the edge. Raising her hips to meet her lover's hand, she moaned deliriously arching her back.

Down at the porter's desk he cocked his head listening. He could have sworn he heard a profanity in the distance. Remembering the student who had crashed in earlier with the injured hand he debated whether it was anything to do with the earlier scene. Professor Fitzgerald then flashed into his mind as she had come to the desk enquiring as to the student who had minutes before come in. "Wonder if she ever did get hold of her" he mused, before returning to his book.

Upstairs, Eva was laughing at Amber. "I don’t think they heard you in New York" she teased. Amber took Eva's face firmly but not roughly in her hands, "Next time your going to do that, make sure we're.....somewhere else" Eva's vivid blue eyes searched her mentor's. Leaning down she placed a gentle kiss on her mouth, before laying down with her head on Amber’s stomach. "what if someone sees you leaving my room and makes the connection" she asked while Amber stroked her long dark hair. There was silence for a moment before Amber spoke. "Half the Professors in this college have been or are sleeping with their students" Eva considered this "but they aren't like us" she answered. Her Professor’s heart swelled with secret happiness. "Like us". those words echoed in her head.

Sitting up, and leaning on her elbow, Eva looked down upon Amber, who reached up and touched her face. Sitting up until they met, she kissed the younger woman's nose, then her forehead. Her tenderness made Eva melt. Overcome with emotion she sat on her mentor's lap, kissing her she held the kiss, loving every inch of this woman. Holding her Professor's gaze she quietly said "I love you"

Amber grinned lazily "I love you more" the way she had said it prompted Eva to lay her head on Amber’s shoulder. Tears slid down her face. She had never felt this for anyone. Amber sensed her emotions and kissing Eva's bare shoulder, rocked her gently.

Eva was fighting not to drag her mouth along the skin of her Professor's neck which was seductively close. Her emotional state combined with her arousal haunted her. Amber was just as aroused at the position they were in and desperately fought against doing anything, however picking up on her lover's increased breathing she realised that neither of them wanted to break this intimacy. In a slight movement, Amber inched her hand down Eva's body. Knowing what was happening, Eva inhaled sharply , gasping as she felt Amber inside her. Her mentor used her other hand to steady her, resting it on Eva's left upper leg.

Holding on to Amber, Eva's body began automatically rocking back and forth. The sound of the younger woman softly whimpering turned Amber on even more. Snaking her hand to the inside of Eva's leg she moved it outwards so that her student's legs were spread. Eva's nails clawed at her mentor's back, pushing her hips against hers. It was becoming too much.... her mouth trembled wordlessly.

Amber pulled Eva to face her claiming her mouth roughly, as she began shuddering violently, quickly moving her hand so it was against the younger woman's lower back, using it to pull her harder against her, holding her lover tightly as she came, burying her face in the older woman's neck as she cried helplessly. Eva's world exploded, her Professor mercilessly doing everything in her power to prolong it. Amber felt the now slick and glistening body of her student fall, drained against her.

After what had seemed a lifetime, wanting Eva having to teach her and want her, finally being here, this moment holding the younger woman in her arms after spending the night together, there was still an element of surrealism about it. She had no doubt that Eva loved her. Her cool analytical and scientific mind knew she loved this girl and wanted to be with her. From their first week together, Amber would not, COULD not ever imagine a time without her. Even if they would never be lovers. However everything was changed now. Her student lay in her arms. Though there was merely a few years in the age difference, and her student was more mature than most in their late 20's, Amber now this had become real, could not dispel the nagging feeling that Eva still lacked the worldly experience to decide whether she wanted to stay with someone older than her.

At that moment, Eva's thoughts were running in overdrive. She was aware that sleeping with Amber was irreversible. That she could never undo this, no matter what. It wasn’t a one night stand. She was deeply in love with her, but now feared that in the cold light of day, after their field trip, after a weekend together, Amber might just realise that they had nothing in common and now the highlight was over, maybe the reality would be that her feelings hadn’t been as strong as she believed. Without realising, Eva snuggled tight into Amber, feeling like she'd lost her already.

Intuitively, Amber sensed what was on her student's mind. She knew this girl loved her. She wasn’t going anywhere. Planting a kiss on top of Eva's hair she smiled "Happy Birthday"

Surprised registered on Eva's face. "Oh I forgot about that"

In the darkness, Amber emotionally winced. It was vulnerability like this in her student that bound her to her. Yawning she said "We're leaving for the field trip at 10 am, get some sleep" sighing contentedly, Eva held onto her Professor, their bodies fitting perfectly together. Just before sleep claimed her, Amber found herself wondering how many hearts Eva had broken.

The cathedral bells nearby woke Eva just before 10 am. Sleepily, she stretched. She reached across for Amber, only to find a cold empty space. Bolting upright, she looked around. Covering herself with a sheet, she padded over to the bathroom and pushed open the door... nothing. She checked the shower for signs of recent use. It hadn’t been used. Cold dread began in the pit of her stomach. It was nearly ten, Amber always planned everything with scientific precision, surely she wouldn’t just leave Eva being packed and ready to go to chance?

Just then there was a knock at the door.

Amber appeared carrying two coffees and croissants.

Eva broke into a relieved smile. Amber caught this. Such low self esteem she had actually been entertaining the thought she had already left her. Masking her relief, Eva picked up a croissant. "How French" she smirked. A frown crossed her face as she took a bite. "Did anybody see you leaving my room earlier"? she asked.

Amber feigned seriousness. "Yes, I'm afraid so, the college has fired me, and your expelled, they sent me in here to tell you, breakfast was to soften the blow" she finished. Eva grinned. Tilting her head she regarded Amber smilingly. Her Professor paused, cup almost at her lips. "What"?

Eva stepped towards her and leaning in, kissed her.

Amber almost dropped her coffee "Mmmmmmm"

Breaking away, Eva went to her closet, and choosing jeans, white polo neck sweater and desert boots, walked back across and put them on her bed. She looked at Amber "I need to get dressed"

Amber smirked. "Don’t mind me"

Eva dropped the sheet. It had the desired effect. Amber’s jaw hit the floor and her stomach flipped at the flawless physique of the younger woman. "Meet me outside in ten minutes" she mumbled choking on her coffee and hurriedly leaving the room.

As the door closed behind her Professor, Eva laughed. "You are SO easy"

Ten minutes later, Eva hauled her holdall and some equipment out the main doors of the college, jealousy shot through her as she seen the college grounds man, a tall British guy called Will, who seemed to have partial demi-god genes, stood chatting to Amber. Even in her fury, Eva couldn’t fail to notice Amber wasn’t having any of it. Seeing Eva, she welcomed the distraction and gestured for her student to bring her stuff over. "Will here is going home for the weekend and is driving through the section of the Adirondack mountains we're going to" Eva's expression remained unreadable but she was thinking: "If this is where she says we have to spend the next 2 hours with the prick, she's going on her own"

Amber motioned for Eva to give her the holdall and equipment. "Will has very kindly offered to bring our stuff in his vehicle" she announced. Eve barely suppressed her dislike of the groundskeeper who was now openly giving her the once over. She didn’t want to come over as a jealous immature school girl (although compared to Amber she practically WAS) handing her stuff to the to the groundskeeper, she stalked off to Amber’s Hyundai Coupe just behind them. She checked her reflection in the mirror as Amber got in and started the engine.

Eva stretched as they drove out of the college grounds. “I need caffeine” Amber stopped the car. “Go get some, this is a long journey” she retorted. Seeing no movement, she turned to find Eva smirking. “you are so sexy when your angry” she teased. Amber rolled her eyes but laughed in spite of herself. “You haven’t seen me angry” came the reply. Eva reached for the door handle. “if you look half as hot as you do now….I cant wait” smiling she exited the car leaving her Professor gazing wistfully at her ass as she walked back to the college cafeteria. Her student’s words echoed in her head. Eva had meant it. Sharpening at the tightening in her lower stomach, Amber took a deep breath.

Up ahead a few moments later, Will flashed his rear lights, indicating he was waiting to lead them out. “Does that fucking retard think we actually NEED directions from him”? Eva scowled getting back in the car with an already open can of red bull and cherry lollipop. Amber didn’t reply, as Eva unwrapped the lollipop throwing the wrapper in the ashtray and put it in her mouth. “Aren’t you a bit old for lollipops” Amber asked driving out of the grounds and down the long road.

After a while Eva turned and fixing her eyes on her mentor, slowly sucked the lollipop, flicking her tongue randomly. Amber looked at her then returned her attention to the road. “Don’t do that” her voice was weak.

“Want some” Eva offered breaking the spell by laughing and holding out the lollipop to her Professor. “Stop it” Amber laughed shoving her away, “Do you know how unhygienic that is…..

Eva’s mouth seemed to be closer to Amber’s ear now. “What’s the big deal, we’ve already exchanged bodily….. Amber drove further along then checking her rear view mirror pulled into a hikers path in nearby woods.

Undoing her seatbelt and moving across she climbed on top of her student and began French kissing her. Eva could feel the heat emanating from Amber’s body as she grinded in her lap.

Moaning into her mentor’s mouth at the pressure she was applying between her legs, Eva slid her hands up the back of Amber’s sweater pulling her harder against her.

Breaking away momentarily, Amber reached down and pulled the seat adjustor, dropping it back to an angle, so that she now lay atop Eva, who was feverishly tugging at Amber’s jeans. Pulling just enough buttons open to give her access, Eva slid her hand inside, Amber gasped and kissed her even harder, moving her hips against the younger woman’s hand, grinding her own thigh between Eva’s. Amber pulled Eva’s sweater up, rabidly pulling her bra down, she alternated between biting and sucking the younger woman’s breasts, her mouth wordlessly trembling as her protégé brought her close to one of the most powerful orgasms she had ever felt building in her body.

In her desperation for release, Amber grinding harder against Eva, made the younger woman come so hard she was sure she felt her stop breathing, seeing and feeling her student writhing beneath her those sarcastic lips open gasping made Amber move faster against her lover’s hand, she was just about to come when her cell phone started ringing distracting her completely. She tried to ignore it, but when it rang for the 3rd time she punched the seat and completely frustrated, answered it. “Fitzgerald”

Ten minute later, they drove in silence up the road. Amber tightly gripping the steering wheel. In the passenger seat, Eva struggled not to laugh. It had been one of the party they would be working with up in the mountains on their field trip telling Amber that they had seen her car not long ago but had lost sight of her and should be catching them up at any moment. In the driver’s seat, Amber simmered with sexual frustration.

Eva knew better than to attempt to comfort her in any way that involved touching her. It wasn’t long before a mini van flashed its lights from behind. “Your friends have arrived then” Eva said breaking the silence. “Fuck them” came the terse reply as Amber put her foot down on the accelerator and sped ahead.

They finally arrived at the cabin an hour later. Amber had calmed down somewhat but still sulked in silence. The mini van pulled in just as Amber and Eva closed their cabin door behind them. When Amber had dumped the last of their bags down on the floor, Eva finally kissed her, long and hard. Seeing how close her mentor had been, had wound Eva up too and now she was ready to give her what she needed just as much as her Professor did.

Sliding her arms around Eva, Amber still kissing her, lifted the younger woman onto a table positioning herself between her thighs. Lifting her student’s sweater over her head, Amber watched her long dark hair fall down her now bare shoulders, taking a handful of it loosely, she kissed her deeply, at the sensation of this perceived primal gesture, Eva’s thighs tightened around her Professor’s waist.

Suddenly there was a hammering at the door. Amber stopped and hung her head. “you have got to be kidding me” she groaned. The hammering resumed. “who is it” she called, buying herself time to adjust her clothing and indicating Eva should do the same. “Who do you think it is came a male voice. Eva frowned. Amber motioned for her to be quiet.

The male voice at the door was, one of the group who would be with them on their field trip. After a quick glance behind the door which revealed her student standing composed as though she wasn’t being ravaged by her Professor 5 minutes earlier, Amber stood back allowing the unwelcome party in. A tall sandy haired bespectacled male stepped into the cabin. “Aahhh” he said spying Eva. “This must be the protégé” She smiled and extended her hand “How do you do….” “Nicholas” he grinned shaking her hand “Nicholas Warren” after pleasantries he invited them to dinner. Wanting to be rid of him, they agreed, only to learn it was in ten minutes down in the local restaurant at the bottom of the mountain. With a cheery bye, Nicholas departed. Amber was beyond irritated at this point. “Sorry about that” she apologised “He’s an idiot” “Actually” Eva replied fixing her hair in the mirror “I thought he was rather cool” moving up behind her, Amber kissed the younger woman’s neck from behind holding her steady by her hips. “shut up or I’ll take you on the restaurant table in front of everybody” the sharp intake of breath from the woman against her told Amber this had been the wrong thing to say. This was going to be one long dinner.

“So” Nicholas smiled a half hour into the dinner “How did you come to study under the enchanting Professor Fitzgerald” Eva was about to answer when Amber interrupted “Nick she can do without the interrogation” he held up his hands “I was just asking, she must be as brilliant as you, otherwise you wouldn’t have taken her on” Eva was finding the double meanings a little to hard not to smirk at, and excused herself to the bathroom. Amber was tempted to follow but knew with the state she was in, it wouldn’t be a good idea.

In the bathroom, Eva splashed cold water on her pulse pressure points to lower her body temperature. She had never wanted Amber so much, and every time they were alone someone kept interrupting. She couldn’t take the tension at the table. The glances between her and her Professor. A new moistness began in her panties followed by a faint throbbing. She knew by Amber’s eyes, she had sensed it, and it was driving her insane. The sound of an impending storm approaching finally broke up the group. Taking the car keys from the table Eva stood up, Amber watched her, a carefully concealed smile on her lips.

“I hope you don’t think you’re driving my car” she said as they ran from the restaurant to the vehicle. “We’re walking” Eva called over her shoulder running off. “Amber stood staring at her in the rain getting drenched. Smiling she ran after her up the mountain path. “ wait until I get you” she threatened to the rapidly disappearing Eva up ahead of her. Eva burst in the door of the cabin, leaving it open for Amber who had caught up and was right behind her. Amber ran through the door and slamming it behind her stood in the hallway….soaking. “Eva”? she moved stealthily towards the main room. A large log fire roared in the hearth. Walking in the main room, she looked around. “Eva”? her senses were heightened by the storm and her arousal. She felt arms slide around her waist from behind, and a Eva’s bare skin against her body..

Smooth hands removed her silk scarf, and turning her around, guided her to the rug in front of the fire. “Lay down” the younger woman whispered. Amber dumbly obeyed, never taking her eyes from the rain soaked beauty before her. “Close your eyes” Eva said quietly. When she did Amber felt the younger woman gently place the scarf over her eyes blindfolding her. Amber’s entire body trembled. Placing her mouth near her lover’s ear, Eva whispered “Do you trust me”? Amber could barely speak “yes” she managed. Kissing her lovingly on the forehead, Eva then extended the remainder of the silk scarf placing her wrists above her head and tied them together. Amber was whimpering quietly.

When she was blindfolded and restrained, Eva slowly undid Amber’s shirt… kissing and grazing her teeth from the Professor’s sternum to her navel. Slowly undoing her jeans, Eva allowed herself a small smile as the older woman bit her lip. She inched Amber’s jeans agonisingly slow down her legs, when they were gone, she trailed kisses along each inner thigh… her hand caressing the outer thigh. After a time, she finally slid Amber’s panties down and off. The older woman squirmed, knowing she was helpless to what was coming even though she welcomed it. “I love you” Eva said, then kissed her centre.

Amber arched her back and moaned deliriously. “Oh my God”….

Eva grinned and continued her ministrations. “Oh… GOD” her mentor breathed. Eva brought Amber to the peak then edged away, before resuming. When she knew Amber could take no more, she increased the pace feeling her mentor shaking, moaning, panting begging. With one last thrust, Eva sent her screaming into an orgasm that almost made her lose consciousness.

For a while, there was only the sound of the rain running down the windows, and Amber whimpering as she came down from her euphoria. unable to believe what was happening, she felt her body approach a second orgasm, it only took a few minutes as this was subsiding, Eva didn’t stop her efforts and as the second orgasm spilled over into a third.

Amber struggled with her restraints and begged “Please…. No more” she freed herself from what had been loose bonds, and sat up to face the innocent expression of her student, taking a blanket from the sofa, she lay back down holding her protégé in her arms. No words were needed.

Spooning Eva, Amber kissed her shoulder blade. Placing her forehead against her student’s shoulder she caught her breath. Eva felt safe and warm, held in this loving embrace. Just before she fell asleep in the cosy glow of the room she heard the words that made her heart just as warm. Amber murmuring she loved her.


The End.

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